Aug. 25

Not much to report. I'm staying pretty steady in my weight. My biggest problem with maintaining my weight is my thoughts of how I should be losing. When I'm dieting I'm sick of it but when I'm not I'm consumed with thoughts of how I could be losing weight. It's so silly because I don't lose because I'm sick and tired of it. So I am determined to give myself a long break so I won't feel so deprived when I start again. I do want to plan it so that I'm not in low cal. mode at Thanksgiving. Maybe with good planning I will feel ok about everything and pleased with my loses but not deprived on holidays.