The HCG is coming!

Hey everyone! I got up today and looked in my inbox to see mail from Drug Delivery saying the HCG is on the way! I was soooo excited! I had gotten up earlier and decided to check my weight to see how all this extra eating was effecting me. OH man, I was upset by that! I had gained about 5 pounds!!! I thought, I've got to get started before I break 200! Once I got that e-mail I was ready to get ready! I have been reading all the blogs and was impressed and motivated to pack my supplies in to daily eating portions. I also thought while I'm waiting I can go though a cleanse. Now it is really starting to feel real to me! I am a little afraid of the shots! My daughter is diabetic and I give her shots every day! Boy do I feel like a baby admitting I'm afraid of shots! She is so brave and has to have 3 every day! I know it isn't as bad as it seems, but it's hard to get over a lifetime of fear. When I was about 4 or 5 I got very ill and was hospitalized. I received so many shots and I swear they stabbed me! I had big bruises! So, that's my excuse for having this fear! My brain tells me one thing and my heart another. My sister tried the oral method for a little while, but said it didn't work as well for her! She said it was better than nothing but she still experienced some hunger! So I will suck it up and I'm sure after a short while it will not bother me a bit! Until later! Cheryl